Tuesday, May 11, 2010

you are a mystery

In my mind you are a constant mystery and I cannot help but to keep asking questions hoping for the answers i want and the answers that change my judgement and perceptions of you.
Figuring out who you really are
is constantly what goes on in my mind and about the way things could of been if we stayed away
but yet i wonder how things would be if we stayed together
you have become such a big part of my life and it hurts to know its just a little different for you.
From you I have learned so much about my life and how to plan for it because of the experiences and situation we have been through. A lot of complications and fights but i cant help but care about you.
It hasn't been easy but we get through it together. The times when you seem so close you are still so far. The moment in which i feel so close to you in when i am in your arms, feeling safe and happy.
In your arms my worries go away and i get the feeling of never wanting to let go because i will never know the time in which i will get to be your arms again. Do i have wait hours, day or weeks?
To be in your arms for just a second still changes the feeling i have after. I am more content and satisfied because I know i have you, there whenever i need you.

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