L I F E.

Thoughts.....
Life
Life everyone questions and the biggest question they have is what the purpose for my life is?
We will always try and figure that out, but the only way to figure it out is by living your life the way you believe you were created to live it. By realizing how without your life, how everyone’s life would be different. That your life will always mean something to another person, and that there cherish it more then you will.
Every life has a purpose, has a value and a reason.
There are times when people don’t realize that and change their life plan for the worse. Those people who always turn for the worse, always have something to give and is still a human being just looking for the people who care enough for them, to lead them into a better and more fulfilling life that every human is deserved to have and experience.
It’s always full of surprises, changes and excitement. It can never be predicted not one minute or second. Because it’s true your life can truly change in a matter of second or a blink of an eye. There may be certain situations you are not proud of and scared to admit, but through every experience there is a reason, and you may never know the reason, there is a lesson and if you think about the lesson is there to help you improve your life and lead into the right direction. Life it’s something we all have a chance to live to the fullest. To take every opportunity as it passes us by, to be the best we can be a d live the way with want. Every decision does affect every aspect of your life, at first it may seem a negative one, but if you give it time the positive change will shines through.
I personally believe to never ever take your life for granted, no matter the situation you are put into to get out of, life is there, and sooner or later it can be taken away from you when you least expect it. The most important thing that everyone must remind themselves that they have the control of their lives, and that no one else does. All they are is guideline to push into the right direction, but at the end of the day it’s all based on what will make you happy and how you want your life to be.
Life is definitely a roller coaster ride, which can have its ups, downs, lows high and even the occasional loopty loop. But every single one of those moves are just a part of life we all made to experience. The downs make all the ups so much better and more appreciated.
Through every down, I am grateful for the next up because the downs give me the strength to keep on living my life, and realize that the down was there to make me stronger and to improve my life. There are some lessons that we will learn easily and others the hard way. As for me I seem to learn more when I learn the hard way because it has a greater impact on how I make my decisions later in life.
Life will always be full of decisions but it’s the decisions we make, will make our lives more interesting and unpredictable. No one will ever know what the next corner or bump with bring.
With many decisions the answer will always be obviously with a simple yes or no. But the ones that need much more time, debating and analyzing with always have the greater impact. When we are faced with those kinds of decisions, they provide a reality on what it most important in our life and what are main priorities have to be.
Within every life the greatest thing that will effect it, are the people we choose to be a part of it and the ones who don’t even associate with. Every person in our lives is there for a reason. Throughout our life people do come and the do leave, But here are a certain few who prove that they will be there till end. Maybe they were there in the beginning and you two lost each other for an awhile, but there will always be a special place in your life and heart for that person because now that they are back in it, you couldn’t believe how you lost this person for years. At certain times even forgot who they were.
LIFE for me will always be a mystery for me to solve, but in the mean time I am going to have in life trying to solve this mystery.

Everyday there is always something we have to figure out, that challenges your mind and the person you are. Every day is a surprise that why it’s known as the present, living every minute will only ensure that we are enjoying our lives the best we can.

Though it my life there have many ups and downs. Through all of the downs have come many ups and keep to continue. I am achieving many of the goals I wish it accomplish and doing the things love to do. Such as going to school, cheerleading and working, No matter what environment I am working I am surrounded by many people, with many backgrounds of knowledge and its understanding to hear and listen to their stories.
Everyone’s life is both similar and different.
Lately I have fell as I have been so trapped in everything going on with my life. It’s always go, go, and go and I never get any more time to do the things I love.
I look back at my life for a quick second, shocked by how much of it has passed and how fast this year has gone by. All of the changes and obstacles I have been through. Looking at back on everything just makes reality hit even harder. The scariest part is next year is my graduating year then university. I’m so scared because I feel as if I have already let myself down along with my family. Nothing I ever do now, they are proud of and at certain times I feel they are ashamed to have me as a daughter. My life is not the same as it used to be, and I feel I have changed for the worse. I’m trying so hard to be this person my parents want me to be, but really im not. At times I feel so lost that I don’t know where I belong anymore. Many of my friends seem distant and I miss them all the time.