Sometimes when you feel as though.
you can only be a friend to him and nothing more or less
but one day you think that it could change
and maybe the two of you could be more then friends
but then he acts like nothing happened
and doesnt realize how
he just set you up to get hurt
like he doesnt really care
or he just wanted to hurt you
he can be so confusing sometimes
that you dont even know what to think
but in the back of your mind you know that he will always love her
and never love you
you think to yourself
why am i so stupid to realize that i keep falling for it over and over
he makes you feel as though your not good enough for him
he made you feel as though you could always be yourself, yet you would make fun of eachothers flaws and talk about the stupidest and randomest things.
But luckly a very good friend reminded me
that he is the stupid one
because he doesnt realize what he has lost
but then you think of him, more and more each day
and try to figure out where you went wrong
and what you could of done to change things
but maybe you were just kidding yourself
and nothing was ever going to change
i dont know anymore :S
Now I think that maybe being more then friends is not what we are suppose to be.
Maybe we are just suppose to be friends becuase being anything more would ruin things.As I look at the situation I fell in love more with our friendship then him. To me it is more important to maintain the friendship then lose him completly and act as though we never knew each other.
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
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